I was feeling a little let down today…not really
depressed, but disappointed. I’ve been working really hard at certain things in
my life and I have been feeling that despite my best efforts, things just aren’t
happening. I started writing down my disappointment when the song “Dearest
Children, God is Near You” came on my iPod. This is the second time in my life
where this song was an answer to prayer, and maybe not so much a prayer, but a silent
plea for comfort and direction.
The first time was a couple of years ago when we were
living in Boston and I was asked to give a talk in church. Generally I am
comfortable preparing a talk for church and usually feel good about my efforts.
This particular instance, I remember I had worked on this talk every day for a
week. It seemed that every time I sat down to work on it, I would read over it
and know that it wasn’t right. I would scrap that attempt and would start over,
praying for direction as to what I should say. It was Saturday night and I had
made what I considered my final attempt, but as I read it, I still wasn’t quite
satisfied but I didn’t know what else to do. I prayed about it again and then
went to bed. When I awoke on Sunday morning, I woke with the lyrics to the
first verse of this song in my head, specifically the last line – “He will
bless you, He will bless you, If you put your trust in him.” So, that’s what I
did. I woke up, putting my trust completely in Him, and rewrote and finished
that talk. I can’t tell you what I spoke on that day, but I will always
remember that experience.
Today, the entire song was exactly what I needed. At this
particular moment, I was writing what I was feeling, though I knew the thoughts were untrue, and I wanted to get it on paper to get it out
of my head. I stopped my writing when this song came on and knew in an instant that everything is going to be fine. Things are going to work out exactly like
they are supposed to. I am not forgotten by my Heavenly Father, in fact, He is acutely
aware of me, my needs, and my dreams. As I prove faithful, He will continue to
bless me. I know as I follow the Spirit, I can’t go wrong. The decisions I am
making now are made after careful consideration, sincere prayer, and with the
guidance of the Holy Ghost. With such preparation, how can I fail? Things may
not turn out how I expect, but I will continue to be blessed and loved by my
Heavenly Father. And so will you!
Just in case you’re not familiar with the song, I have
included the lyrics below:
Dearest children, God is near you, Watching o’er you day
and night,
And delights to own and bless you, If you strive to do
what’s right,
He will bless you, He will bless you, If you put your
trust in him.
Dearest children, holy angels Watch your actions night
and day,
And they keep a faithful record Of the good and bad you
say.
Cherish virtue! Cherish virtue! God will bless the pure
in heart.
Children, God delights to teach you By his Holy Spirit’s
voice.
Quickly heed its holy promptings. Day by day you’ll then
rejoice.
Oh, prove faithful, Oh, prove faithful To your God and
Zion’s cause.
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